Current

What's I'm expecting?
Everything is different now.
So?
I also should be changing?
Well, I have changed.
I'm not that silly girl anymore.
I know how to protect myself.
I have started to analyse people.
Terrible?
Not really.
I should have do so in the earlier age.
But I wasn't.
Perhaps it is the past that change me.

*Guess that I have to be really hectic, so that I will not be thinking too much.